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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

It's breaking me

I knew that this was not supposed to be easy but I never thought it would be this hard. I am about one straw left to being full blown discouraged and completely given up. In the past 6 weeks I have done nothing but gain 4-5 lbs. I haven't used the treadmill at all this past few days as I am smack dab in the middle of TOM and I would honestly rather cut myself. I want so badly (or do I? I don't even know) to get back on track but each step backwards, each lb gained or no lbs lost breaks me just a little bit more and makes it even that much more discouraging. My willpower to keep strong at this is just about gone. I NEVER in my wildest dreams thought I would fail so badly at this. Oh yah, gained another lb this week....

7 comments:

Pam said...

I had surgery the same day you did and have been following your progress. Maybe you need a fill? A couple of weeks ago I felt the same way you do and then I got a fill - what a difference! I am now losing weight again. Good luck and keep posting messages!
Pam

Ang said...

Hi Pam,
Thanks for the wishes of luck. I actually just had a fill on Thursday. I guess I'll be needing another one haha. Glad your fill has made a good difference for you!

Anonymous said...

Hang in there. I had surgery a few weeks after you, it can be hard, but you can do it.

Me said...

How is TODAY?
I've been there, the days turned into a week for me(of not walking).
After I beat myself up about it for using the heat and various medical appointments as excuses, I just got back on. It felt great afterwards, like it always does.
Feel better.

Me said...

C'mon Ang.
Looking for your walk on the challenge.
I felt somewhat defeated yesterday but still got a logged walk in there.
Just get on and walk a little ways.

Nurse Niki said...

Hey there! I know this jouney we are on is full of up and downs...hang in there! I would try to go back to the basics. Are you drinking you water? Heck, the TOM could be the cause of a few pounds if you are not getting enough to drink.
What about thedailyplate.com? Are you tracking? I know that I have not lost any in the last two weeks, but I have not tracked my calories either. Keeping them in my head just is not the same as seeing everything on paper!
I would also call your doctor and see about another fill. It doesn't seem like you should having this hard of a time right after a fill!
Hang in there! We are thinking of you!

Anonymous said...

Ok, here's the deal, do work girlie! You got you a treadmill, thats a step in the right direction, now get your butt to moving. You've only failed when you've decided you've failed. Its not over!