Journey To The New Me: Dear Food Demon,

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Dear Food Demon,

Dear Food Demon,

Over the past I don't know how many years you have been my friend, my foe, my protector, my shamer, my emotion, my hate, my self loathing and my consoler. I no longer want you to be any of these things. I want you to be an impartial party that means I will eat to live not live to eat. I don't want you anymore, please stop calling me and whispering to me at all times of the day. We don't need to have this relationship, you need to just go away and "don't call me, I'll call you". I wish that we could sever this tie that we have, I am trying to on my end very hard but for every weave I cut you seem to sew back 2 more just as strong as before. Please, let me be. Let me learn to love me and help myself to be the person that I want to be. I don't want you anymore why are you making it so hard to leave you?

Please... I beg of you... just leave me alone.

Yours Truly,

Overwhelmed by your presence.

Weight Loss To Date

I will track my total weight loss here rather than in posts that get lost in the middle of things:

2 years: -98lbs (Jan 30, 2010)
1 year & 11 months: -90lbs (Dec 15, 2009)
1 year & 9 months: -87lbs (Oct 13, 2009)
76 weeks post-op: -78lbs
75 weeks post-op: -75.5lbs (July 7, 2009)
71 weeks post-op: -82.5 lbs :D
70 weeks post-op: -77 lbs
69 weeks post-op: -77.5 lbs (May 26, 2009)
66 weeks post-op: -81.5 lbs
65 weeks post-op: -84.5lbs (April 28, 2009)
64 weeks post-op: -82.5lbs
63 weeks post-op: -83.5lbs
62 weeks post-op: -82 lbs :(
61 weeks post-op: -86.5 lbs
60 weeks post-op: -86 lbs
59 weeks post-op: -85 lbs
58 weeks post-op: -83.5 lbs (Mar 10)
57 weeks post-op: -80 lbs!
56 weeks post-op: -78.5 lbs
55 weeks post-op: -76.5 lbs
54 weeks post-op: -75 lbs (Feb 9)
53 weeks post-op: -77.5lbs
52 weeks post-op: -77lbs 1 YEAR!
51 weeks post-op: -75lbs
50 weeks post-op: -73lbs ... WTF
49 weeks post-op: -74lbs (post Xmas, dammit)
48 weeks post-op: -77.5lbs (yay for being sick!)
47 weeks post-op: -74lbs
46 weeks post-op: -72.5lbs argh!
45 weeks post-op: -74lbs!!
44 weeks post-op: -71.5 lbs ;)
43 weeks post-op: -66.5lbs bah
42 weeks post-op: -66.5 lbs
41 weeks post-op: -62 lbs OMFG
40 weeks post-op: -68.5lbs ;)
39 weeks post-op: whoops forgot to update and now forget
38 weeks post-op: -66lbs total
37 weeks post-op: -63.5lbs total
36 weeks post-op: -62.5lbs total (not bad post vacation)
35 weeks post-op: -63lbs total
34 weeks post-op: -62lbs total!
33 weeks post-op: -61.5lbs total! :)
32 weeks post-op: -56.5lbs total
31 weeks post-op: -56.5lbs total
30 weeks post-op: -56lbs total
29 weeks post-op: -51lbs total
28 weeks post-op: -50lbs total!
27 weeks post-op: -44.5lbs total
26 weeks post-op: -40.5lbs total :(
25 weeks post-op: -43 lbs total! :-)
24 weeks post-op: -40 lbs total
23 weeks post-op: -38.5 lbs total :)
22 weeks post-op: -36.5 lbs total ARGH
21 weeks post-op: -38 lbs total. I give up.
20 weeks post-op: -39 lbs total (I feel like I am going backward)
19 weeks post-op: -39.5 lbs total
18 weeks post-op: -40 lbs total (*SNARL*)
17 weeks post-op: -40 lbs total (argh)
16 weeks post-op: -42 lbs total :)
15 weeks post-op: -36.5 lbs total (eh 2 back after 9 lost, not bad, I'm okay with that)
14 weeks post-op: -38.5 lbs total (yup, I lost 9 lbs this week!!!)
13 weeks post-op: -29.5 lbs total (yah I went up 4lbs) :*(
12 weeks post-op: -33.5 lbs total! Woohoo
11 weeks post-op: -29.5 lbs total... wtf :(
10 weeks post-op: -29.5 lbs total!
9 weeks post-op: -28 lbs total. Minus a grand total of 5.5 inches from my total measurements since surgery.
8 weeks post-op: -27 lbs total! Woo back on the band-wagon.
6 weeks post-op: -22 lbs total - yah that's right I gained 3.5 lbs
4 weeks and 2 days post-op: -25.5 lbs total!
3 weeks post-op: -22.5 lbs total (includes 5 lbs from pre-surgery diet)

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Dear Food Demon,

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