Journey To The New Me: Uneasy Day

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Uneasy Day - Not WLS related

Today is an uneasy day for me. I feel very unsettled. Today marks the one year anniversary of a friend killing himself. I think of him often, I see something that reminds me of him. Today I feel cold and sad inside. I miss him. I'm having a hard time focusing at work because my mind is elsewhere.
R.I.P. James you are gone but never forgotten. I hope you are happy and not in pain anymore. I miss you and I luv you.

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Anonymous said...: Iam very sorry to hear about your bad day my thoughts go out to you!!! But i have to say THANK YOU for the pics!!!! YOU Look AMAZING!!!! WOW Girl keep up the good work...i go to your site everyday for my inspiration!!!!Know that there is people out hear thinking of you!!! Again WOW!!!! Talk soon Tan; September 17, 2008 at 2:31 PM
Ang said...: Thanks Tan, I appreciate the support in all aspects.; September 17, 2008 at 2:45 PM
She Smiles said...: I'm so sorry *hugs*; September 17, 2008 at 3:05 PM
Losing Jusme said...: i am so sorry for your loss.; September 21, 2008 at 4:16 AM

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Weight Loss To Date

I will track my total weight loss here rather than in posts that get lost in the middle of things:

2 years: -98lbs (Jan 30, 2010)
1 year & 11 months: -90lbs (Dec 15, 2009)
1 year & 9 months: -87lbs (Oct 13, 2009)
76 weeks post-op: -78lbs
75 weeks post-op: -75.5lbs (July 7, 2009)
71 weeks post-op: -82.5 lbs :D
70 weeks post-op: -77 lbs
69 weeks post-op: -77.5 lbs (May 26, 2009)
66 weeks post-op: -81.5 lbs
65 weeks post-op: -84.5lbs (April 28, 2009)
64 weeks post-op: -82.5lbs
63 weeks post-op: -83.5lbs
62 weeks post-op: -82 lbs :(
61 weeks post-op: -86.5 lbs
60 weeks post-op: -86 lbs
59 weeks post-op: -85 lbs
58 weeks post-op: -83.5 lbs (Mar 10)
57 weeks post-op: -80 lbs!
56 weeks post-op: -78.5 lbs
55 weeks post-op: -76.5 lbs
54 weeks post-op: -75 lbs (Feb 9)
53 weeks post-op: -77.5lbs
52 weeks post-op: -77lbs 1 YEAR!
51 weeks post-op: -75lbs
50 weeks post-op: -73lbs ... WTF
49 weeks post-op: -74lbs (post Xmas, dammit)
48 weeks post-op: -77.5lbs (yay for being sick!)
47 weeks post-op: -74lbs
46 weeks post-op: -72.5lbs argh!
45 weeks post-op: -74lbs!!
44 weeks post-op: -71.5 lbs ;)
43 weeks post-op: -66.5lbs bah
42 weeks post-op: -66.5 lbs
41 weeks post-op: -62 lbs OMFG
40 weeks post-op: -68.5lbs ;)
39 weeks post-op: whoops forgot to update and now forget
38 weeks post-op: -66lbs total
37 weeks post-op: -63.5lbs total
36 weeks post-op: -62.5lbs total (not bad post vacation)
35 weeks post-op: -63lbs total
34 weeks post-op: -62lbs total!
33 weeks post-op: -61.5lbs total! :)
32 weeks post-op: -56.5lbs total
31 weeks post-op: -56.5lbs total
30 weeks post-op: -56lbs total
29 weeks post-op: -51lbs total
28 weeks post-op: -50lbs total!
27 weeks post-op: -44.5lbs total
26 weeks post-op: -40.5lbs total :(
25 weeks post-op: -43 lbs total! :-)
24 weeks post-op: -40 lbs total
23 weeks post-op: -38.5 lbs total :)
22 weeks post-op: -36.5 lbs total ARGH
21 weeks post-op: -38 lbs total. I give up.
20 weeks post-op: -39 lbs total (I feel like I am going backward)
19 weeks post-op: -39.5 lbs total
18 weeks post-op: -40 lbs total (*SNARL*)
17 weeks post-op: -40 lbs total (argh)
16 weeks post-op: -42 lbs total :)
15 weeks post-op: -36.5 lbs total (eh 2 back after 9 lost, not bad, I'm okay with that)
14 weeks post-op: -38.5 lbs total (yup, I lost 9 lbs this week!!!)
13 weeks post-op: -29.5 lbs total (yah I went up 4lbs) :*(
12 weeks post-op: -33.5 lbs total! Woohoo
11 weeks post-op: -29.5 lbs total... wtf :(
10 weeks post-op: -29.5 lbs total!
9 weeks post-op: -28 lbs total. Minus a grand total of 5.5 inches from my total measurements since surgery.
8 weeks post-op: -27 lbs total! Woo back on the band-wagon.
6 weeks post-op: -22 lbs total - yah that's right I gained 3.5 lbs
4 weeks and 2 days post-op: -25.5 lbs total!
3 weeks post-op: -22.5 lbs total (includes 5 lbs from pre-surgery diet)

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Uneasy Day - Not WLS related

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